There's just no receipt

"There's just no receipt for a body" My cousin says to me this morning on our way to play tennis. Hmm. now true as it may be. It's something I never thought of. He was telling me the story of how his mother (my grandmother's sister) passed away. He explained to me in intricate detail as he always does... the day they came and took her body. He said there was no more helpless feeling than watching them take her away and realizing that there was no receipt. Life has you expecting things like that. What if they misplaced her? What if there was a mix up? There would be no trace. For some things in life you just have to have faith.

On that note. I think that's my lesson for the day. Didn't get that job that I went for on Friday. I know I've only been here a few days but it feels discouraging. Silly, I know. I made sure to not let it get the best of me. I've spent an obscene amount of time here at the cafe this aft. I've been back at applying for jobs. It took so long to get all my bits in place. Being at a cafe and all there is no way to access attachments. I had to re-combobulate my whole cover letter and CV. Now it's done I feel good, and feel back on track. I've been grooving to the snazzy CD that Jeffie made for me before I left. Thanks babe! It really helped in drowning out the nauseating woman beside me as she giggled and sucked face with her boyfriend. LOL I wish they were still here to read this while I write it. They seemed to take great interest in what I was doing on my machine while they were waiting for their hotel reservations to process.

I'm so excited. Tomorrow I'm off to meet up with my friend Elizabeth who just moved here from Ottawa to live with her boyfriend. At last the social companionship that I've been craving! It will be nice to get down town too... Finally got in touch with Blaise. He's back from Dublin. I hope to see him soo too! I can't believe that it's been 5 years since I last saw him!

I'm down to 278 mins! ahhh editing my cv sure ate up a whole lot of time.

Signing off before I freeze to death with the air conditioning.

Remember, not everything in life can be traced. hmm....